Only Me and Me


Enough of that crap

I took too many things for granted.  That’s why bullshit like that keeps blowing away in the last minute. 
After 8 years of breathing with programming, I found myself not as good as I thought to be.  Being a John Carmack that can write efficient and robust code stunningly fast is not a skill.  It’s an art.  I am simply NOT THAT GOOD yet.  And this really sucks.
Blog is a good thing.  I am so used to take everything on my own and don’t want to complain my problem to anyone else, even my friends.  Yet, I can keep ranting on my blog.  Someone will read it and my stress is relieved to some extent by this fact, : )
Just one thing.  Never count on other people to feel your pain, because if one day he or she leaves, you will not know how to face it. 
And it’s normally the case that he or she will leave one day.

12 responses to “Enough of that crap

  1. 蚊子 April 24, 2007 at 4:14 am

    You are the best!! Fighting!! 🙂

  2. 蚊子 April 24, 2007 at 4:32 am

    Not being John Carmack doesn\’t mean you are not that good. yuanyuan万岁!!hehe

  3. miaomiao April 24, 2007 at 4:42 pm

    u should think this way, normally he or she will leave one day, well, there must be some other he or she appears at the same time, or maybe more than one…:P

  4. Swing April 24, 2007 at 10:29 pm

    Never count on other people to feel your pain, because if one day he or she leaves, you will not know how to face it.

  5. Demon April 25, 2007 at 2:15 am

    @ 蚊子:Well,我曾经以为I am the best是一种自我激励。后来知道99.99%最好的只是能说I tried my best,:) "I am the best" is the root of some sort of dangerous illusion, : )
    @ miaomiao: What\’s the point of having some temporary? And what\’s the point of having multiple of them? Right? : )
    @ xena: 嗯,你说过的,握个手。后半句我倒是不同意,share happiness总是不难找到人的。即使没有,自己乐呵着也蛮好。

  6. Unknown April 25, 2007 at 4:03 am

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  7. Swing April 25, 2007 at 11:12 pm


  8. Demon April 26, 2007 at 4:04 am

    @ 抱歉,我不用QQ的。你可以加我的msn,: )
    @ xena: 嗯,同意了,呵呵。其实我倒是想,不过现实并不是我们希望的那样,: )

  9. Mira April 27, 2007 at 8:37 pm

    Oh, *just one thing* … all pains or troubles are just gifts from God to make us stronger! 🙂

  10. Demon April 28, 2007 at 4:57 pm

    That I do believe, : )

  11. Joanna May 6, 2007 at 1:18 am

    其实try my best已经就是I\’m the best了. 对于男人而言, 最值得标榜的事情绝不是他没有失败过, 而是他每次都能从失败中站起来.

  12. Demon May 7, 2007 at 1:00 am

    That\’s very true, thanks, : )

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